Never love came to me so deep,
Never love came to me so high;
Now without you I cannot sleep,
Without your love now I do die
As a fish dies without water,
As a tree can't live without soil.
O my Love, Nature's cute daughter,
Without you now all my dreams spoil.
The Moon now looks ugly and fake
As I have got you, o my Moon;
There is now no beautiful lake,
Beautiful sea and fair monsoon,
All the beauties of Nature break
Seeing your face, o Love, o my Moon.
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Never love came to me so high;
Now without you I cannot sleep,
Without your love now I do die
As a fish dies without water,
As a tree can't live without soil.
O my Love, Nature's cute daughter,
Without you now all my dreams spoil.
The Moon now looks ugly and fake
As I have got you, o my Moon;
There is now no beautiful lake,
Beautiful sea and fair monsoon,
All the beauties of Nature break
Seeing your face, o Love, o my Moon.
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It seemed the days are gone so young
Over the yonder valley afar
Where we use to play our favorite song
Singing like we gonna live forever
These helpless memories can't pay the price
For those days we left untold
The love that we felt for each other
The life we always wanted to be together
I use to watch you dance in the crowd
Where I always wished to your partner
To make a perfect audience of our friends
But all I could so was to keep watching
Being at your sight was a good real time
So, I never wanted you to go leaving me behind
And the days to be long and stand still
But the time conquered all to emptiness
Where are you heading now, my dear?
Our clueless promises are gone and faded away
Never thought I would lose you one day
We have loved so much to be in vain?
Over the yonder valley afar
Where we use to play our favorite song
Singing like we gonna live forever
These helpless memories can't pay the price
For those days we left untold
The love that we felt for each other
The life we always wanted to be together
I use to watch you dance in the crowd
Where I always wished to your partner
To make a perfect audience of our friends
But all I could so was to keep watching
Being at your sight was a good real time
So, I never wanted you to go leaving me behind
And the days to be long and stand still
But the time conquered all to emptiness
Where are you heading now, my dear?
Our clueless promises are gone and faded away
Never thought I would lose you one day
We have loved so much to be in vain?
Lying in the open and gazing at stars
Gives me nothing but the war of thoughts
The thoughts try to defeat one another
but die in vain to let in new thoughts
Shield below my head sword in the hands
my head visualizes the attack of bands
Blood rush through my head n heart
on the ground of thoughts my spirit lands.
There is no one to fight, no blood to spill
Below is the dissolving ground of thoughts
Hordes and hordes of vermins wait to kill
with no blade to fight, no armor to defend
Ground changes the colour, blood gushes in brain
The gray matter churns and creates a new aura
the pressure creates and makes me insane
Everyone stabs me, kills me to the end of pain
And I lie dead on the ground of thoughts
these thoughts become thin, start to disperse
everything starts to blur in the clinging knots
Something influences me like magic, like a curse
A ray of light sparkles and penetrates my eyes
And every creature pounds every inch of me
Stars have gone and the light has arrived
Amid the preparing comrades, lies me.....
that awful moment
when you realize
no one
was around to hear
that glorious fart
when you realize
no one
was around to hear
that glorious fart
It ruffles proudly when filled with the breeze
Darting into clouds or just spinning around.
The little kite mischievously pulls and tease
At the long string that's holding it down.
Growing bigger in himself as he gets higher
The world sways slowly and begins to shrink
And as everything else starts becoming smaller
‘There's nothing holding me down', he thinks.
The view from up there on high is spectacular
The kite tears away towards the happy sun.
Pulling and tugging till it can't get any further
Unlimited freedom to fly, by a thread undone.
A child pulls and tugs at his mother's strong hand
Moving out into the world, everyday growing smart.
And finally when mother does let go, alone, unmanned
Remember, there's always a cord, a line drawn to the heart
Across boundaries and traversing distant lands
The conqueror and the wanderer tired to roam
Will search and find that there still is a band
That string that draws you back to happiness called ‘home'.
Darting into clouds or just spinning around.
The little kite mischievously pulls and tease
At the long string that's holding it down.
Growing bigger in himself as he gets higher
The world sways slowly and begins to shrink
And as everything else starts becoming smaller
‘There's nothing holding me down', he thinks.
The view from up there on high is spectacular
The kite tears away towards the happy sun.
Pulling and tugging till it can't get any further
Unlimited freedom to fly, by a thread undone.
A child pulls and tugs at his mother's strong hand
Moving out into the world, everyday growing smart.
And finally when mother does let go, alone, unmanned
Remember, there's always a cord, a line drawn to the heart
Across boundaries and traversing distant lands
The conqueror and the wanderer tired to roam
Will search and find that there still is a band
That string that draws you back to happiness called ‘home'.
['Dear Friend, I Worry for You.']
As you wander
ever farther
from your wilting sanity,
leave the old dreads
underneath the bed
and don't you dare forget about me.
As you gather all your things
in the morning-time,
where do you suppose
you will go from here, where life
was the Hollow Tree, eaten out inside?
[RE: 'The State I Am In.']
I'm slipping casually, but I'm a little bit scared
of what might happen to me should I let go entirely.
With a grin spread wide displaying thirty tiny lies
and a capsule slowly dissolving somewhere inside,
I will make the world seem sickeningly bright.
All my memories are fading out;
I don't know what that's all about.
My body wants to twist and shout
in confusion,
and all my thoughts are flying now,
miles above the highest clouds.
I don't know how
to bring them back down.
As you wander
ever farther
from your wilting sanity,
leave the old dreads
underneath the bed
and don't you dare forget about me.
As you gather all your things
in the morning-time,
where do you suppose
you will go from here, where life
was the Hollow Tree, eaten out inside?
[RE: 'The State I Am In.']
I'm slipping casually, but I'm a little bit scared
of what might happen to me should I let go entirely.
With a grin spread wide displaying thirty tiny lies
and a capsule slowly dissolving somewhere inside,
I will make the world seem sickeningly bright.
All my memories are fading out;
I don't know what that's all about.
My body wants to twist and shout
in confusion,
and all my thoughts are flying now,
miles above the highest clouds.
I don't know how
to bring them back down.
its too bad that i look like me
and its too bad
the bad luck ive had
to be me
i think
dreams were designed to torment
you; for mine are
beautifully
in the dark
in this bright world.
and its too bad
the bad luck ive had
to be me
i think
dreams were designed to torment
you; for mine are
beautifully
in the dark
in this bright world.
We wallowed in truth
Thick and weighted were those words
Wrought with 'Wonder why...'
Thick and weighted were those words
Wrought with 'Wonder why...'
The world oh so bright in my eyes
Now seems to be so grey
I'm still not sure
What turn of events
Caused my world's color
To slowly but surely fade away
It's funny how one moment
Everything can be going your way
Then all of a sudden a storm starts brewing
And when lightning strikes nothings ever the same
Amusing isn't it?
How one moment you could be flying sky high
Then the next moment
You're on your face on the ground
Isn't it funny how everything around you
Even your heart can fall apart
And never even make a sound?
The realization never dawned on me
Until the color from my world disappeared
That one or two happy moments
In this life is all some are spared
This realization in itself
Has prepared me
For the next time lightning strikes
So next time I'll be ready
For whatever challenge is thrown at me by this life
Now seems to be so grey
I'm still not sure
What turn of events
Caused my world's color
To slowly but surely fade away
It's funny how one moment
Everything can be going your way
Then all of a sudden a storm starts brewing
And when lightning strikes nothings ever the same
Amusing isn't it?
How one moment you could be flying sky high
Then the next moment
You're on your face on the ground
Isn't it funny how everything around you
Even your heart can fall apart
And never even make a sound?
The realization never dawned on me
Until the color from my world disappeared
That one or two happy moments
In this life is all some are spared
This realization in itself
Has prepared me
For the next time lightning strikes
So next time I'll be ready
For whatever challenge is thrown at me by this life
Do my joys create beauty?
Beauty for me, for you.
Can if be ravishing?
Burden all that we go through.
Do you want to see pain?
Feel it, like the blood flowing in you.
To make sense.
To feel sense.
No rainbows.
I could drown you.
Drown you with these words.
Dark clouds,
Blackened rain follows.
Drowning me,
In all my sarrows.
Do my joys create beauty?
Beauty to hide inside me.
Can it be ravishing?
Can it be daring?
To make sense.
To feel sense.
Beauty for me, for you.
Can if be ravishing?
Burden all that we go through.
Do you want to see pain?
Feel it, like the blood flowing in you.
To make sense.
To feel sense.
No rainbows.
I could drown you.
Drown you with these words.
Dark clouds,
Blackened rain follows.
Drowning me,
In all my sarrows.
Do my joys create beauty?
Beauty to hide inside me.
Can it be ravishing?
Can it be daring?
To make sense.
To feel sense.
Resilience my friend.
At best,
Lay near death.
Once came, risen from the sky.
Then gone, once again, dark night.
Did they teach you how to live?
Did they teach you how to survive?
Resilence my friend.
Lay near death.
Wait, never understanding why.
Once came, risen from the sky.
Then gone, once again, dark night.
Beyond they valley, past snarls and rage.
Can you see who is locked in that cage?
Ridden by fear.
Stumble into the black night.
In my resilience, I find you here.
Lay near death.
Proudly you cry.
Once came, risen from the sky.
Then gone, once again, dark night.
At best,
Lay near death.
Once came, risen from the sky.
Then gone, once again, dark night.
Did they teach you how to live?
Did they teach you how to survive?
Resilence my friend.
Lay near death.
Wait, never understanding why.
Once came, risen from the sky.
Then gone, once again, dark night.
Beyond they valley, past snarls and rage.
Can you see who is locked in that cage?
Ridden by fear.
Stumble into the black night.
In my resilience, I find you here.
Lay near death.
Proudly you cry.
Once came, risen from the sky.
Then gone, once again, dark night.
Quick feet,
Pitter, patter.
Does he know,
that he grows faster?
Oh, how those feet change.
Time drives on.
Blonde hair memories start to fade.
One day I had to say goodbye.
Warm tears still flood my eyes.
When I think of that cute face.
A big smile,
Bright eyes that chase.
Blonde hair memories start to fade.
Does he know,
that he grows faster?
Everyday, qicker feet.
His foot size will never matter.
Blonde hair baby feet.
I cross my heart until we meet.
I pray I see you in my dreams.
You don't know how much you mean.
Quicker feet,
Pitter, patter.
Does he know,
that he's growing faster?
That big smile, bright eyes chase.
I'm always thinking of your face.
Pitter, patter.
Does he know,
that he grows faster?
Oh, how those feet change.
Time drives on.
Blonde hair memories start to fade.
One day I had to say goodbye.
Warm tears still flood my eyes.
When I think of that cute face.
A big smile,
Bright eyes that chase.
Blonde hair memories start to fade.
Does he know,
that he grows faster?
Everyday, qicker feet.
His foot size will never matter.
Blonde hair baby feet.
I cross my heart until we meet.
I pray I see you in my dreams.
You don't know how much you mean.
Quicker feet,
Pitter, patter.
Does he know,
that he's growing faster?
That big smile, bright eyes chase.
I'm always thinking of your face.
Redder then the reddest lips,
Like velvet to the finger tips.
Red with passion and love,
It is more special then any white dove.
Given by lovers on special days,
And it show love in all ways.
So sweet and pure,
So much beauty to be endured.
Now I know there is no lovelier.
Then this beautiful red rose.
Like velvet to the finger tips.
Red with passion and love,
It is more special then any white dove.
Given by lovers on special days,
And it show love in all ways.
So sweet and pure,
So much beauty to be endured.
Now I know there is no lovelier.
Then this beautiful red rose.
On Seeing Her Eyes,
Something is falling on my heart
Is it dew or the first rain?
Its falling and my life is getting drenched.
Watering the seeds of the feelings
that I never knew existed.
Something is falling on my heart
Is it dew or the first rain?
Its falling and my life is getting drenched.
Watering the seeds of the feelings
that I never knew existed.
Awoken in the night
To find you once again in my midst
I'll never understand the control you had over me
The power you wielded enabling me to act like this
Your once oh so intoxicating presence
Began chokes me like a thick cloud of poision
But from you I just couldn't get away
Almost as if in time I was frozen
The closer you got to me
The more I choked and heaved
I can't believe that once upon a time
I was so easily decieved
Your once so soft and warm hands
That use to caress my face
Are now hard, cold, and burn my skin like fire
Why is it that my heart
Wanted what it wanted
Even the worst possible desire?
Just as your poisionous presence
Threatened to do away with me
Your grip suddenly released and I was set free
But never the less
The traces of you and marks you left
Still remain all over me
No matter how hard I try to forget
I just don't have enough strength
I guess I'll always recall
The night you came so close
To stealing my very last breath
To find you once again in my midst
I'll never understand the control you had over me
The power you wielded enabling me to act like this
Your once oh so intoxicating presence
Began chokes me like a thick cloud of poision
But from you I just couldn't get away
Almost as if in time I was frozen
The closer you got to me
The more I choked and heaved
I can't believe that once upon a time
I was so easily decieved
Your once so soft and warm hands
That use to caress my face
Are now hard, cold, and burn my skin like fire
Why is it that my heart
Wanted what it wanted
Even the worst possible desire?
Just as your poisionous presence
Threatened to do away with me
Your grip suddenly released and I was set free
But never the less
The traces of you and marks you left
Still remain all over me
No matter how hard I try to forget
I just don't have enough strength
I guess I'll always recall
The night you came so close
To stealing my very last breath
Come take me, quickly and lead me far away
To the stars, no beyond stars
Fate it must be
For I've longed for your presence
I beseech thee, be my friend, angel, goddess
Here and hereafter, I desire to be your only conquest
Sagittarius woman
Fiery passion, infusing venom
Devilishly beautiful, daughter of Aphrodite
Your whispers intoxicate men
Mystical fragrance emanates from your ravishing skin
Mesmerizing men to shed blood
Come take me on a tryst
To the temple of pleasure
For you're the victor of my love
And I'm vanquished by your love
You inflame my heart and head with celestial love
Take me far, far away from myself, my lost self
To the stars, no beyond stars
Fate it must be
For I've longed for your presence
I beseech thee, be my friend, angel, goddess
Here and hereafter, I desire to be your only conquest
Sagittarius woman
Fiery passion, infusing venom
Devilishly beautiful, daughter of Aphrodite
Your whispers intoxicate men
Mystical fragrance emanates from your ravishing skin
Mesmerizing men to shed blood
Come take me on a tryst
To the temple of pleasure
For you're the victor of my love
And I'm vanquished by your love
You inflame my heart and head with celestial love
Take me far, far away from myself, my lost self
Juliette drags the brush
through her hair you have
to brush it at least one
hundred times her mother
had said years ago and say
a prayer each time you get
it through and maybe God
will bless you and as she sits
and brushes her hair she
remembers her mother standing
over her when she was a child
and the hair was as long then
as it is now and oh God she
says how I hated it the knots
and tangles and the number of
times I used to cry each time
she pauses in front of the mirror
the brush held mid air sometimes
when she brushes her hair and
stares in the mirror she sees him
there looking at her as he did back
then watching her every move
his dark eyes greedily drinking
her in and once he placed his
hands around her waist and kissed
her neck how she cringed his spittle
still there her uncle his breath his
hands touching always when she
was alone and once when undressing
he came in and stared and said he
thought she was becoming a beautiful
young girl now she brushes her hair
again the brush stiff and heavy gripped
in her hand and as she stares into the
mirror heavy with times and care she
thinks she sees him still staring still there.
